Let’s talk about self-pleasure!
I was a professional masturbater by age 16 and never had a problem touching myself, getting aroused, or reaching climax. From ages 28-32, I didn’t masturbate because I had consistent relationship sex. During this time, I lost the desire to pleasure myself; I had somehow gained shame around it, feeling as if it was no longer necessary and was an insult to my partner if I felt like I still needed to do it.
I had stopped watching porn, and I even stopped having sexual thoughts. When I stopped all of that, I put it in the “bad” category. So now that I haven’t been having sex, I wanted to get back into pleasuring myself and regain the love and confidence I had doing it before. Now that I don't believe all that other foolishness. I wanted to find that connection and desire again. Slowly, as I’m learning the uniqueness of my individuality, I’m more inclined to romance myself and get back to swarming that orgasmic energy throughout my body. Thanks God for my own supplements, because amidst my busy, chaotic day, I'm still able to transition into my sensuality.
Now, when I feel the desire rise, I take time to myself to rub my clit into an alert and awakened state. I let the orgasmic energy increase, and right before I reach the peak, I pull back and keep the sexual energy for myself to keep my high energy, fairytale-princess perspective, and sensual magnetism.
Find what makes you enjoy self-pleasuring again, you deserve to feel that energy. If you need a little assistance grab yourself a bottle of Sensual Enhancement Supplements and live orgasmically! |
